Speaking my mind, believe me or not.

My name is Sawdust. I am 21, and I am sick. I'm very new to coding forgive the layout for now.

I am unable to give specifics for fear of being doxxed, about many things. I have a very rare genetic disability, I'm one of under 100, lets say, with my specific disorder. This has caused numerous health complications and suffering throughout my life. I'm currently in the process of getting a custom wheelchair covered by my insurance company.

I am also on the autism spectrum, on the higher needs end. This is a simplification of course.

I also have:

paranoid schizophrenia Yarn
major depressive disorder
anorexia nervosa
obsessive compulsive disorder
post traumatic stress disorder
dissociative identity disorder

among others. I have all of these diagnoses in my medical chart, my therapists notes, my psychiatrists notes, my dietician, my NP, my other NP, my OTHER NP, and my primary care physicians. I don't remember all the details though. Just...in general. It is uncommon to be this unwell. And yet, here I am.

I need to speak things no one else can hear. Reading is easier to cope with.